Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Why I'll never beat Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance

Normally I love strategy games. I've played Advanced Wars 1 & 2, and logged countless hours on Age of Empires 2 & 3. I'm going to go out on a limb and say that its appeal to myself and others is likely that it allows us to compete against either a computer or another person in a game of wits and tactics. As humans our pride causes us to believe that in some way, shape, or form we are better than another person. We've all fallen into that trap when we look at someone else and think "I'm so much better looking than them." or "I wouldn't be stupid enough to do something like that.". Hell, this is the crux of why multilayer games exist, for competition. Strategy games just make you use your brain a little bit more than a game based on skill or reflexes.

So in comes Fire Emblem, a turn based strategy game that puts the lives of a few unique characters in your hands. As each of the games chapters progresses you can recruit new unique characters both in the actual battle and between chapters. Here's where the game gets to be annoying for me and why I'll never beat it. If one of your unique characters dies in battle then they are -gone- for the rest of the freaking game. All the other strategy games I"m used to playing have units that are not unique and entirely expendable. In Advanced Wars you actively make new units while playing as old get destroyed. Same thing goes with the AoE series. Even in games like Final Fantasy tactics if one of your units takes a dirt nap you at least have a few turns to resurrect them. Not the case at all in Fire Emblem. Your favorite unit just died from a random critical hit? Suck to be you, restart the battle and don't screw up this time. Many times for me it's my stupid healing unit, the priest Rhys. The computer is smart enough to target him whenever I get careless enough to bring him into range. Healing units are necessary in this game unless you want to fill up inventory space and spend gold on healing potions. The fact that mine dies due to my carelessness will end up screwing me in the later, harder parts of the game.

Part of my frustration also comes from one more sources linked to this. The competitive nature of gaming has conditioned people like myself to become completionists. We can't leave a single stone unturned out of fear we'll miss an item needed for 100% completion. In Fire Emblem's case, at the end of the game will be a portion that tells you what happened to all your characters once the main story is over. That doesn't happen if they're dead because well... they don't have much of a future being dead now do they? I want to know what happens to all my characters! Being a strategy game I don't feel like I truly outsmarted my opponent until every last one of their units is face down in the dirt and I get the max amount of experience points to make my characters stronger. This of course can be very time consuming on some maps and after an hour or so of time I'm down to the last few guys only to have them get lucky or for me to space out about my unit placement. At that point I lost my patience and opt not to spend another hour doing it all over again and shut the game off and leave it in its corner for a while. Maybe one of these days I'll say forget getting every character, I"ll just beat the freaking game. Anyone else ever feel this way about a game? If so tell me what game and why.

Sorry about the rant and it's length. I did just die on the game again so I had to vent. I'm way to tired from day 2 of the summer rotation (see last post for more details).

Monday, June 9, 2008

Summer Rotation : Day 1

As stated in the blog summary I work tech support. Most people would assume that I fix computers. That isn't to far from the truth. Where things get a little bit more complicated is where I work, a school district. During the school year all I do is repair or troubleshoot computers and other classroom tech pieces. Things get more physical during the summers when school is out though. My job goes from an easy hand holding job to rotating out entire computer labs in many of our schools. My eight hour days turns into ten hour ones and as you can imagine lifting and hefting around computers can get really really exhausting by the time the day is over. This of course means that when I get home I don't want to move. I don't even have the energy to play games tonight. It's kinda one of those sad things. It looks like this is going to be how my entire week it going to be though.

I'll find time for gaming though. I have a plethora of games to play by summers end. Those include beating the annoying Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance, the never ending MMO FFXI, the notorious GTA4, the amusing RPG Tales of Symphonia, along with many others. It's my hope that as time permits I'll be able to finish and review these games. With work the way it is, that is likely to take quite a while. In the mean time expect other posts both game related and not.

It just dawned on me... Obviously my priorities are screwed up. I'm here complaining about how I don't have time or energy to play a game yet I'm here posting. Oh the wondrous and amazing power the internet has to suck people in to doing things they didn't plan on doing. Maybe I'll have to explore that topic later and bring in some psych.

Work, gaming, and other aspects of life

"Life is Complicated..." Niko Bellic
Well, I can say that I honestly haven't smuggled people or anything like that in my life but this simple quote rings true for just about every one of us. I am nothing more than a working college student trying to make his way in the world. Here I plan to discuss the many things that make life as a gamer complicated (such as work), as well as what makes being a gamer rewarding and fun. I am also a senior in college studying Psychology. It is my hope that because of my field of study I can give a unique prospective to many gaming and non-gaming discussion. I by no means claim to have all the answers and I encourage anyone who comes by this blog to comment and have a good discussion with me and the other posters that may come by. Just in case it's not clear at this point, this is not exclusively a gaming blog but will usually have some relationship to gaming as it is a major part of my life. After all, I couldn't be the working gamer without actually having to work my tail off.